today you told me- sad Love Poem

Today you told me you
would never love me
i cried
but then i stopped
because i realized that i haven't given you
the chance to love me
all you have see is the caked face
done up girls that tries to impress you
you have not seen my body as i
stand there makeup less and shivering
you have not seem the tears fall
down my face as i sit Alon in my room
you have not seen
my freckles or my birthmarks
the way i snore when i sleep
you have not heard my real laugh
or seem my real smile
so don't you say you will never love me
because you have never really met the real me
and honestly
i'm dying for you to meet her